Oh shit, this is what I've noticed. And I've been so turned off by. I don't mind fear but it's the much much more scarreddd and dammaggede and ruinnned, but I'm like...oh. :/

I hate it.

Same here. I think she went through things that Tony and Bruce and Steve and Thor CANNOT IMAGINE and I can accept more scarred and damaged... in the context that it's that much more fucking amazing that she remake herself into the epic BAMF she currently is.