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So, today is campaigning for worst day ever.
First, I'm working on an essay for my mythology prof, and it's half a page too long. He spent 10 minutes of class talking about the joys of conciseness, so even though he said he wouldn't be too hard on us if we were over the 2 page limit, I still spent an hour hacking away at my essay to try and get it down, but Word was totally fucking with me and despite using a smaller font I still ended up with the same page length that I started with.
Then in my next class we spent 10 minutes talking about whether language is culture or not, and since that teacher wouldn't let us define culture it was a total waste of time, and there were two boys who tried to have a discussion with her about it which was always a mistake. I tried to psychically tell them not to engage, but unfortunately I don't have telepathy.
After that, I find out that the outline for our final papers are due in a day. And we had group work due (that I thought it was in class group work) so I totally didn't show up when our group met and was utterly clueless about what the teacher was talking about.
I left my flip-flops at home and have no cool shoes to wear.
I spilled half a bottle of water all over my bed.
And then, what really, really kills me and it making me kind of freak out as I type this, ten minutes ago I flipped over my schedule and realized that today was the pre-departure orientation for my study aboard that I'm doing in the fall, the orientation that was important enough that they sent e-mails and told you to reschedule things because it was really. fucking. important.
And I forgot about it.
Forgot about it. Utterly and completely. I just forgot. Do you have any idea how lame that sounds even in my head? I'm so stupid.
I just.... I can't tell you how sucky I feel right now. My chest is all tight and I'm trying to be cool but inside I'm freaking out and since it's 10:20 at night there's absolutely nothing I can do except wait until tomorrow and throw myself on the mercy of the Study Abroad Office.
Trying to get the paperwork together for my visa was already terrifying and difficult enough and now I fuck this up too?
I just......
*whimpers*
Now I'm going to go do something to try and get my head in a better space, so I can sleep tonight because, oh yeah, tomorrow? Pysch test.
First, I'm working on an essay for my mythology prof, and it's half a page too long. He spent 10 minutes of class talking about the joys of conciseness, so even though he said he wouldn't be too hard on us if we were over the 2 page limit, I still spent an hour hacking away at my essay to try and get it down, but Word was totally fucking with me and despite using a smaller font I still ended up with the same page length that I started with.
Then in my next class we spent 10 minutes talking about whether language is culture or not, and since that teacher wouldn't let us define culture it was a total waste of time, and there were two boys who tried to have a discussion with her about it which was always a mistake. I tried to psychically tell them not to engage, but unfortunately I don't have telepathy.
After that, I find out that the outline for our final papers are due in a day. And we had group work due (that I thought it was in class group work) so I totally didn't show up when our group met and was utterly clueless about what the teacher was talking about.
I left my flip-flops at home and have no cool shoes to wear.
I spilled half a bottle of water all over my bed.
And then, what really, really kills me and it making me kind of freak out as I type this, ten minutes ago I flipped over my schedule and realized that today was the pre-departure orientation for my study aboard that I'm doing in the fall, the orientation that was important enough that they sent e-mails and told you to reschedule things because it was really. fucking. important.
And I forgot about it.
Forgot about it. Utterly and completely. I just forgot. Do you have any idea how lame that sounds even in my head? I'm so stupid.
I just.... I can't tell you how sucky I feel right now. My chest is all tight and I'm trying to be cool but inside I'm freaking out and since it's 10:20 at night there's absolutely nothing I can do except wait until tomorrow and throw myself on the mercy of the Study Abroad Office.
Trying to get the paperwork together for my visa was already terrifying and difficult enough and now I fuck this up too?
I just......
*whimpers*
Now I'm going to go do something to try and get my head in a better space, so I can sleep tonight because, oh yeah, tomorrow? Pysch test.
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