I Like My Pining With A Side Of Sex
musesfool and melusina were talking about the stories they repeatedly write, here and here.
Years ago, there was a meme that went around LJ where writers wrote about their one true story - the plot or theme that they keep coming back to over and over again across multiple fandoms and characters.
Reading back over my fics, it's clear that that One True Story - or at least, the story that has kept reoccuring in the fics I've written over the last year, is the 'I want more of you than I currently possess' story. Basically, where Character A has a relationship with Character B (often sexual) but Character A wants to level that relationship up to 'sex PLUS emotions' but thinks that that is not even a possibility, for various reasons.
What's your one true story?
Years ago, there was a meme that went around LJ where writers wrote about their one true story - the plot or theme that they keep coming back to over and over again across multiple fandoms and characters.
Reading back over my fics, it's clear that that One True Story - or at least, the story that has kept reoccuring in the fics I've written over the last year, is the 'I want more of you than I currently possess' story. Basically, where Character A has a relationship with Character B (often sexual) but Character A wants to level that relationship up to 'sex PLUS emotions' but thinks that that is not even a possibility, for various reasons.
What's your one true story?
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What's your one true story?
Back from the Dead, in its many incarnations. Heroic death brought back by greater powers to aid in a final battle. Accidental death fixed by sheer willpower of those left behind. Brutal death that Came Back Wrong. Someone who died and then finds out the world has moved on without them. Any combination therein. It doesn't even have to be a literal death - a character losing everything and being stripped down to nothing and rising from those ashes is also really appealing to me (so Loki falling from the Bifrost counts imo). Obviously, literal resurrection is unrealistic, and when it's done wrong it can cheapen death in a universe. But I think part of what's so appealing about it is that it's not something that happens in real life. It's one of those things that can only happen in fiction. It's completely alien, and it's fascinating to think about what those characters go through.
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I think my one true story involves both road trips (being on the move) and substitute people - even if Character A isn't with OTP Character B, they're going after people who remind them of Character B. Basically, scarred for life.
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Or something.
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see icon. Holly Golightly and Paul Varjak. Scarlett O'Hara and Rhett Butler. The queen and king of Attolia. Even Booth/Bones, until the show "will they or won't they"'d them to death and so when they finally got together it was basically too late.
Some level of the girl wanting control and keeping herself cold and aloof because she doesn't want to get hurt again while the man loves her desperately and will take whatever he can get from her while giving her everything in an attempt to help her see that if she does let go he'll keep her vulnerability safe and they'll both be happier for it because love is better than being alone. And meanwhile she's trying to be in complete denial about his feelings and especially the possibility that she might have feelings too. And there's a breaking point where it's either going to go one way or the other. Even my happy stories have an element of caution in them.
This is probably to make up for the fact that I personally wear my heart on my sleeve all the time; my women tend to be very guarded characters.
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But since I ship enemy ships, I guess trust issues and vulnerability issues with an enhanced sense of risk involved even though there is a mutual connection usually a dark one. Also with a side of you do care about them but your views do not align in a big way.
Also how far can you go with someone before you lose them.
And my favorite, love makes you vulnerabile in some way, do you embrace it or turn into a worded version of yourself? Like I hurt you because I care kind of messed up thing that adds up with the second one there.
For individuals I like to write about exploring your darker impulses as a rule, it's always interesting.:)
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