redbrunja: (No Fate But What We Make (Heroes))
redbrunja ([personal profile] redbrunja) wrote2007-10-05 02:43 pm

Drive-By Post Before I Vanish To Do Laundry

Someone online mentioned a Beauty & The Beast Castle that I need to go see while I'm in France. Is this ringing anyone's bells?

Also...

-What does Gojyo's shampoo smell like? I assume, with his hair, he probably using something fairly quality, but I can't think of what. I'm tempted to go with Tea Tree Oil Shampoo, which smells minty and green and tingles pleasantly, but since that's what I use, I'm not sure it's allowed.

-During the summer [profile] pzb, my mother, possibly [profile] renegadekitsuneand I had a conversation about the ikkou's musical taste, which is notable for the way every single person said immediately, 'Gojyo listens to rock.' Which is kind of a gimme, but still, aren't we sympathico? So my question is, what are the ikkou's musical guilty pleasures? What is the music that Gojyo plays that Hakkai actually likes? For Gojyo himself, I think he wouldn't admit to liking Ray Lamontagne, but would because that artist  has this wonderful sense of romance combined with the doubt that love even exists. (Go listen to "Jolene" - it's gorgeous and totally on my 'Forget Me Not' playlist, and only [personal profile] smillaraaqis going to know what that means.) 

Also, I went to Giverny today, which is where Monet painted and it was utterly gorgeous and so, so peaceful, I just wanted to stay there listening to music and looking at the flowers, in this lovely, hazy misty morning, with a truly lovely dove-gray sky and the birds chirping.

What was less fun was that while I was walking to Monet's house I had my head turned and walked straight into the lamp post that was for some unfathomable reason in the middle of the sidewalk. Seriously, it was a total slap-stick moment; I expected to see Charlie Chaplan hanging around. Almost as painful as it was embarrassing.

[identity profile] droiche.livejournal.com 2007-10-14 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
It's hard not to be bitchy and depressed when the good things seem so small and far apart. I try to cling to the little joys that pop up, but letting them go hurts something aweful.


I think I'd blow a gasket if Kanzeon ever showed up. I love her too, but she'd drive me batty. Then again, I wonder if that what my gods are doing: Making my life hell to make me better. I just wish I knew what the plan is. Nothing like striving for a goal when you don't even know what the goal is.

[identity profile] redbrunja.livejournal.com 2007-10-15 12:26 pm (UTC)(link)
I... have nothing helpful or comforting to say. You're making me super-grateful for my life, though, touch wood. (Does that sound aweful and bitchy? I don't mean to.)

[identity profile] droiche.livejournal.com 2007-10-15 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Not at all. You should be grateful you're doing all right. And there's no need to feel guilty for having good fortune. You deserve to have a good things as much as anybody else does. :)


TBH, I probably don't have a right to complain. Some of the things that happened to me are/were my own damn fault. My present poverty is due to my refusal to give up trying to make a living as an artist and go get a normal job (that I would loathe) like everyone else. =-P

[identity profile] redbrunja.livejournal.com 2007-10-17 04:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Everybody should have a good life, with only enough tradegy to appreciate what they have. Except for those people who deserve to live suffer.

Seriously? All regular jobs you hate that much? *raises eyebrows*

[identity profile] droiche.livejournal.com 2007-10-18 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
Let's put it this way. The only jobs available to me are the kinds that I loathe. Low pay customer service type jobs. I am not a social animal, I do not like lying to or screwing over customers, and I don't like talking on the telephone. -_-

Trust me. It's not for lack of looking that I've rarely found and been hired for a job that I like.

[identity profile] droiche.livejournal.com 2007-10-18 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
Also:

Nobody pays to do the kinds of jobs I would like to do. Things like library technician aide, filing, data entry, etc. Things that don't require interaction with customers. The libraries here take only volunteers and work study students. The other kinds of jobs are always lumped in with receptionist/ secreterial positions which means I'd have to do telephone duties and talk to customers.


I don't expect you to understand why I don't like normal jobs.

[identity profile] redbrunja.livejournal.com 2007-10-18 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That makes total sense, and I understand completely. I also lack the receptionist gene. I can do it for about 3 hours per week (part of my workstudy job) and then my brain becomes mush.

[identity profile] droiche.livejournal.com 2007-10-18 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
:-D Okies. I worked for Choice Hotels for a year and a half. I was reasonably good at it I guess. I do have good people skills, but the concept of the job itself sucked. If we had been required to only look up information and make the reservations the customers wanted it wouldn't have been so bad. Still, being literally tied to a phone for 6 to 8 hours is not at all fun.

[identity profile] redbrunja.livejournal.com 2007-10-19 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Nope.